“Death took you and grief has taken me” Grieving you feels like a permanent scar. When they lowered you into the ground I swear I felt my chest collapse , every breath hurts like hell. I can’t find the words to explain how shattered I feel, I never saw this coming. Losing you didn’t just break my heart but it broke my rhythm. Everything and everyone around me keeps moving like nothing happened while I’m frozen in time when everything changed. Attending your funeral was not part of my to do list