Alec was suffering from 'survivor's guilt' after his co-star died following the Rust movie set shooting. He relived it all on his reality TV show, which is available to watch now

With the dismissal of the criminal case against Baldwin, lawsuits over the actor's role in the accidental shooting death are making their way through court.

Hilaria Baldwin said on the TLC show "The Baldwins" that husband Alec "wishes it were him" when "Rust" cinematographer Halyna Hutchins was shot.