While Jeff Bezos’ wife, Lauren Sanchez, may be relishing having achieved a major parenting landmark, it also seems to have left her with a burdened heart. The renowned philanthropist recently took to social media to pen a heartfelt message about the latest development in her life,

Lauren Sánchez Bezos is feeling all the feels as she officially sent her 19-year-old son, Evan Whitesell, off to college, a milestone that left her both proud and heartbroken. On Monday, the journalist and helicopter pilot shared a touching photo of Evan in his new dorm, carefully assembling furniture for his room at the University of Miami.

Evan is Lauren’s second child and first son with her ex-husband Patrick Whitesell. She also shares one child, Nikko, with ex-boyfriend Tony Gonzalez, and has a daughter, Ella, with Whitesell. She is also a stepmother to Bezos’ four kids with MacKenzie Scott.